Well that was fun trying to start a new post.

But thanks to my wonderful daughter who has the patience off Jobb with me most times.

Just got a call from dad. I am so glad that I still have him as I miss mom so much and it is so hard without her. I miss calling her and getting all the gossip and just remembering all the old times.

We have had lots off great times with mom over the years before she got sick and really before I got sick. We would go for a weekend trip once a year to see the girls down south off the province.Those were great times.The drive down was just as great as the visit.Boy I miss those times.
We tried the trip once before she passed and it was good but a little more stressful, but I am glad we went.We did go last year with just the girls but it was not quite the same without mom.We stayed at my sister's Cindys and she is the best hostess in the world.I had to get Lori to drive as I can't drive anymore. Another loss from the MS not being able to drive anymore.

I remember just before she passed I was wondering how I was going to be without her. She has been there for me when I was feeling alone and she was there for me to call. I think she knew that I needed someone to talk to about being left behind with no one to talk to because off my sisters who I talk with are busy with their lives and they have a lot on their plates with their families.

When I was first dignosed they were all there for me and everyone wanted to be there to help if I needed something. I have been dignosed for must be ten years or more now and as time goes on people forget that I am still with this decease and I still have a lot off these feelings off being alone.I really don't want people to know how I feel about all this and that is why I wanted to do this blog. Just to have a place to write what I want to write.I just wanted a place to put my thoughts down and I think I am going to like this.

Till next time