Monday, January 31, 2011

Well that was fun trying to start a new post.

But thanks to my wonderful daughter who has the patience off Jobb with me most times.

Just got a call from dad. I am so glad that I still have him as I miss mom so much and it is so hard without her. I miss calling her and getting all the gossip and just remembering all the old times.

We have had lots off great times with mom over the years before she got sick and really before I got sick. We would go for a weekend trip once a year to see the girls down south off the province.Those were great times.The drive down was just as great as the visit.Boy I miss those times.
We tried the trip once before she passed and it was good but a little more stressful, but I am glad we went.We did go last year with just the girls but it was not quite the same without mom.We stayed at my sister's Cindys and she is the best hostess in the world.I had to get Lori to drive as I can't drive anymore. Another loss from the MS not being able to drive anymore.

I remember just before she passed I was wondering how I was going to be without her. She has been there for me when I was feeling alone and she was there for me to call. I think she knew that I needed someone to talk to about being left behind with no one to talk to because off my sisters who I talk with are busy with their lives and they have a lot on their plates with their families.

When I was first dignosed they were all there for me and everyone wanted to be there to help if I needed something. I have been dignosed for must be ten years or more now and as time goes on people forget that I am still with this decease and I still have a lot off these feelings off being alone.I really don't want people to know how I feel about all this and that is why I wanted to do this blog. Just to have a place to write what I want to write.I just wanted a place to put my thoughts down and I think I am going to like this.

Till next time

Sunday, January 30, 2011


Just wanted to see if I could do this sort off thing. I have no idea what I am doing but feel like I would like to put some off my thoughts out there and see where it takes me.
This is all new so I won't be doing too much off it or maybe I will, we will see.
So lets see what my thoughts are today. Today is a really pretty good day with being able to go upstairs in my home to get the spare room ready for out new Chinese student coming next month.It feels great that I was able to to that and now I will be going to make supper. For my family this is big as they know that I can't do too much in one day with the MS.I am not complaining about the MS as I have been living with it since 1999 and have learned to accept it.I am just limited as to how much I can do and know those limits.
Today is a great day and it is great to be alivc.
Good times everyone